In the street, up there, was an old, a very old house--it was almost
three hundred years old, for that might be known by reading the
great beam on which the date of the year was carved: together with
tulips and hop-binds there were whole verses spelled as in former
times, and over every window was a distorted face cut out in the
beam. The one story stood forward a great way over the other; and
directly under the eaves was a leaden spout with a dragon's
head; the rain-water should have run out of the mouth, but it ran
out of the belly, for there was a hole in the spout.
All the other houses in the street were so new and so neat, with
large window panes and smooth walls, one could easily see that they
would have nothing to do with the old house: they certainly thought,
"How long is that old decayed thing to stand here as a spectacle in
the street? And then the projecting windows stand so far out, that
no one can see from our windows what happens in that direction! The
steps are as broad as those of a palace, and as high as to a church
tower. The iron railings look just like the door to an old
family vault, and then they have brass tops--that's so stupid!"
On the other side of the street were also new and neat houses, and
they thought just as the others did; but at the window opposite the
old house there sat a little boy with fresh rosy cheeks and bright
beaming eyes: he certainly liked the old house best, and that both
in sunshine and moonshine. And when he looked across at the wall
where the mortar had fallen out, he could sit and find out there the
strangest figures imaginable; exactly as the street had appeared
before, with steps, projecting windows, and pointed gables; he
could see soldiers with halberds, and spouts where the water ran,
like dragons and serpents. That was a house to look at; and there
lived an old man, who wore plush breeches; and he had a coat with
large brass buttons, and a wig that one could see was a real wig.
Every morning there came an old fellow to him who put his rooms in
order, and went on errands; otherwise, the old man in the plush
breeches was quite alone in the old house. Now and then he came to
the window and looked out, and the little boy nodded to him, and the
old man nodded again, and so they became acquaintances, and then
they were friends, although they had never spoken to each other--but
that made no difference. The little boy heard his parents say, "The
old man opposite is very well off, but he is so very, very lonely!"
The Sunday following, the little boy took something, and wrapped it
up in a piece of paper, went downstairs, and stood in the doorway;
and when the man who went on errands came past, he said to him--
"I say, master! will you give this to the old man over the way from
me? I have two pewter soldiers--this is one of them, and he shall
have it, for I know he is so very, very lonely."
And the old errand man looked quite pleased, nodded, and took the
pewter soldier over to the old house. Afterwards there came a
message; it was to ask if the little boy himself had not a wish to
come over and pay a visit; and so he got permission of his parents,
and then went over to the old house.
And the brass balls on the iron railings shone much brighter than
ever; one would have thought they were polished on account of the
visit; and it was as if the carved-out trumpeters--for there were
trumpeters, who stood in tulips, carved out on the door--blew with
all their might, their cheeks appeared so much rounder than before.
Yes, they blew--"Trateratra! The little boy comes! Trateratra!"--and
then the door opened.
The whole passage was hung with portraits of knights in armor, and
ladies in silken gowns; and the armor rattled, and the silken gowns
rustled! And then there was a flight of stairs which went a good way
upwards, and a little way downwards, and then one came on a balcony
which was in a very dilapidated state, sure enough, with large holes
and long crevices, but grass grew there and leaves out of them
altogether, for the whole balcony outside, the yard, and the walls,
were overgrown with so much green stuff, that it looked like
a garden; only a balcony. Here stood old flower-pots with faces and
asses' ears, and the flowers grew just as they liked. One of the
pots was quite overrun on all sides with pinks, that is to say, with
the green part; shoot stood by shoot, and it said quite distinctly,
"The air has cherished me, the sun has kissed me, and promised me a
little flower on Sunday! a little flower on Sunday!"
And then they entered a chamber where the walls were covered with
hog's leather, and printed with gold flowers.
"The gilding decays,
But hog's leather stays!"
said the walls.
And there stood easy-chairs, with such high backs, and so carved
out, and with arms on both sides. "Sit down! sit down!" said they.
"Ugh! how I creak; now I shall certainly get the gout, like the old
clothespress, ugh!"
And then the little boy came into the room where the projecting
windows were, and where the old man sat.
"I thank you for the pewter soldier, my little friend!" said the old
man. "And I thank you because you come over to me."
"Thankee! thankee!" or "cranky! cranky!" sounded from all the
furniture; there was so much of it, that each article stood in the
other's way, to get a look at the little boy.
In the middle of the wall hung a picture representing a beautiful
lady, so young, so glad, but dressed quite as in former times, with
clothes that stood quite stiff, and with powder in her hair; she
neither said "thankee, thankee!" nor "cranky, cranky!" but looked
with her mild eyes at the little boy, who directly asked the old
man, "Where did you get her?"
"Yonder, at the broker's," said the old man, "where there are so
many pictures hanging. No one knows or cares about them, for they
are all of them buried; but I knew her in by-gone days, and now she
has been dead and gone these fifty years!"
Under the picture, in a glazed frame, there hung a bouquet of
withered flowers; they were almost fifty years old; they looked so
very old!
The pendulum of the great clock went to and fro, and the hands
turned, and everything in the room became still older; but they did
not observe it.
"They say at home," said the little boy, "that you are so very, very
lonely!"
"Oh!" said he. "The old thoughts, with what they may bring with
them, come and visit me, and now you also come! I am very well off!"
Then he took a book with pictures in it down from the shelf; there
were whole long processions and pageants, with the strangest
characters, which one never sees now-a-days; soldiers like the knave
of clubs, and citizens with waving flags: the tailors had theirs,
with a pair of shears held by two lions--and the shoemakers theirs,
without boots, but with an eagle that had two heads, for the
shoemakers must have everything so that they can say, it is a pair!
Yes, that was a picture book!
The old man now went into the other room to fetch preserves, apples,
and nuts--yes, it was delightful over there in the old house.
"I cannot bear it any longer!" said the pewter soldier, who sat on
the drawers. "It is so lonely and melancholy here! But when one has
been in a family circle one cannot accustom oneself to this life! I
cannot bear it any longer! The whole day is so long, and the
evenings are still longer! Here it is not at all as it is over the
way at your home, where your father and mother spoke so pleasantly,
and where you and all your sweet children made such a delightful
noise. Nay, how lonely the old man is--do you think that he gets
kisses? Do you think he gets mild eyes, or a Christmas tree? He will
get nothing but a grave! I can bear it no longer!"
"You must not let it grieve you so much," said the little boy. "I
find it so very delightful here, and then all the old thoughts, with
what they may bring with them, they come and visit here."
"Yes, it's all very well, but I see nothing of them, and I don't
know them!" said the pewter soldier. "I cannot bear it!"
"But you must!" said the little boy.
Then in came the old man with the most pleased and happy face, the
most delicious preserves, apples, and nuts, and so the little boy
thought no more about the pewter soldier.
The little boy returned home happy and pleased, and weeks and days
passed away, and nods were made to the old house, and from the old
house, and then the little boy went over there again.
The carved trumpeters blew, "Trateratra! There is the little boy!
Trateratra!" and the swords and armor on the knights' portraits
rattled, and the silk gowns rustled; the hog's leather spoke, and
the old chairs had the gout in their legs and rheumatism in their
backs: Ugh! it was exactly like the first time, for over there one
day and hour was just like another.
"I cannot bear it!" said the pewter soldier. "I have shed pewter
tears! It is too melancholy! Rather let me go to the wars and lose
arms and legs! It would at least be a change. I cannot bear it
longer! Now, I know what it is to have a visit from one's old
thoughts, with what they may bring with them! I have had a visit
from mine, and you may be sure it is no pleasant thing in the end; I
was at last about to jump down from the drawers.
"I saw you all over there at home so distinctly, as if you really
were here; it was again that Sunday morning; all you children stood
before the table and sung your Psalms, as you do every morning. You
stood devoutly with folded hands; and father and mother were just as
pious; and then the door was opened, and little sister Mary, who is
not two years old yet, and who always dances when she hears music or
singing, of whatever kind it may be, was put into the room--though
she ought not to have been there--and then she began to dance, but
could not keep time, because the tones were so long; and then she
stood, first on the one leg, and bent her head forwards, and then on
the other leg, and bent her head forwards--but all would not do. You
stood very seriously all together, although it was difficult enough;
but I laughed to myself, and then I fell off the table, and got a
bump, which I have still--for it was not right of me to laugh. But
the whole now passes before me again in thought, and everything that
I have lived to see; and these are the old thoughts, with what they
may bring with them.
"Tell me if you still sing on Sundays? Tell me something about
little Mary! And how my comrade, the other pewter soldier, lives!
Yes, he is happy enough, that's sure! I cannot bear it any longer!"
"You are given away as a present!" said the little boy. "You must
remain. Can you not understand that?"
The old man now came with a drawer, in which there was much to be
seen, both "tin boxes" and "balsam boxes," old cards, so large and
so gilded, such as one never sees them now. And several drawers were
opened, and the piano was opened; it had landscapes on the inside of
the lid, and it was so hoarse when the old man played on it! and
then he hummed a song.
"Yes, she could sing that!" said he, and nodded to the portrait,
which he had bought at the broker's, and the old man's eyes shone so
bright!
"I will go to the wars! I will go to the wars!" shouted the pewter
soldier as loud as he could, and threw himself off the drawers right
down on the floor. What became of him? The old man sought, and the
little boy sought; he was away, and he stayed away.
"I shall find him!" said the old man; but he never found him. The
floor was too open--the pewter soldier had fallen through a crevice,
and there he lay as in an open tomb.
That day passed, and the little boy went home, and that week passed,
and several weeks too. The windows were quite frozen, the little boy
was obliged to sit and breathe on them to get a peep-hole over to
the old house, and there the snow had been blown into all the carved
work and inscriptions; it lay quite up over the steps, just as if
there was no one at home--nor was there any one at home--the old man
was dead!
In the evening there was a hearse seen before the door, and he was
borne into it in his coffin: he was now to go out into the country,
to lie in his grave. He was driven out there, but no one followed;
all his friends were dead, and the little boy kissed his hand to the
coffin as it was driven away.
Some days afterwards there was an auction at the old house, and the
little boy saw from his window how they carried the old knights and
the old ladies away, the flower-pots with the long ears, the old
chairs, and the old clothes-presses. Something came here, and
something came there; the portrait of her who had been found at the
broker's came to the broker's again; and there it hung, for no one
knew her more--no one cared about the old picture.
In the spring they pulled the house down, for, as people said, it
was a ruin. One could see from the street right into the room with
the hog's-leather hanging, which was slashed and torn; and the green
grass and leaves about the balcony hung quite wild about the falling
beams. And then it was put to rights.
"That was a relief," said the neighboring houses.
A fine house was built there, with large windows, and smooth white
walls; but before it, where the old house had in fact stood, was a
little garden laid out, and a wild grapevine ran up the wall of the
neighboring house. Before the garden there was a large iron railing
with an iron door, it looked quite splendid, and people stood still
and peeped in, and the sparrows hung by scores in the vine, and
chattered away at each other as well as they could, but it was not
about the old house, for they could not remember it, so many years
had passed--so many that the little boy had grown up to a whole
man, yes, a clever man, and a pleasure to his parents; and he had
just been married, and, together with his little wife, had come to
live in the house here, where the garden was; and he stood by her
there whilst she planted a field-flower that she found so pretty;
she planted it with her little hand, and pressed the earth around it
with her fingers. Oh! what was that? She had stuck herself. There
sat something pointed, straight out of the soft mould.
It was--yes, guess! It was the pewter soldier, he that was lost up
at the old man's, and had tumbled and turned about amongst the
timber and the rubbish, and had at last laid for many years in the
ground.
The young wife wiped the dirt off the soldier, first with a green
leaf, and then with her fine handkerchief--it had such a delightful
smell, that it was to the pewter soldier just as if he had awaked
from a trance.
"Let me see him," said the young man. He laughed, and then shook his
head. "Nay, it cannot be he; but he reminds me of a story about a
pewter soldier which I had when I was a little boy!" And then he
told his wife about the old house, and the old man, and about the
pewter soldier that he sent over to him because he was so very, very
lonely; and he told it as correctly as it had really been, so that
the tears came into the eyes of his young wife, on account of the
old house and the old man.
"It may possibly be, however, that it is the same pewter soldier!"
said she. "I will take care of it, and remember all that you have
told me; but you must show me the old man's grave!"
"But I do not know it," said he, "and no one knows it! All his
friends were dead, no one took care of it, and I was then a little
boy!"
"How very, very lonely he must have been!" said she.
"Very, very lonely!" said the pewter soldier. "But it is delightful
not to be forgotten!"
"Delightful!" shouted something close by; but no one, except the
pewter soldier, saw that it was a piece of the hog's-leather
hangings; it had lost all its gilding, it looked like a piece of wet
clay, but it had an opinion, and it gave it:
"The gilding decays,
But hog's leather stays!"
This the pewter soldier did not believe.